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Ever felt like things are going so well that you want to talk all about it but you just know that as soon as you even say the words "I am happy" something super bad happens? That's pretty much how my life is like right now. As I sit in my heavy thick knit cardigan, watching keeping up with the kardashians (guilty)  and thinking about how I just applied and interviewed for the job of my dreams, I can honestly say that life is good.

So, I had a drink with my co-workers a couple nights ago. Yes....I completely failed at not drinking but for what its worth it kind of proved that I am not ready to go back to drinking. I was blacked out completely by the time I got home. I woke up not remember key parts to the night and then feeling humiliated afterwards. It was a lot like that episode of Awkward where Jenna's mom's friend visits and throws that huge rager and Jenna blacks out and remembers/hears stories about embarrassing shit she did the next day.That feeling just doesn't justify drinking right now because its a horrible horrible feeling. I did have a lot of fun though. Those guys always know how to have a good time.